Miranda & David's Journey

SUR 13 til he dies...Our journey through his incarceration...

2008/2/19

I love my Sureño...

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@ 07:50 PM (6 months, 21 days ago)

It is amazing to me how much i miss 'Mi Bichito' I try to be brave,everytime we speak...i do not want him to know that i am scared shitless of what's to come...Through all this he comforts me and makes me feel secure....I feel as if he is right here by my side and then reality sets in ....My days are empty and my nights are long and rough...My thoughts are always with him and i just miss him so so much...I love you David!!! Forever you and me papi...

2008/2/18

I love you bichito, alot!alot!alot!

Today has been a good day...Our first phone call went well he was in a good mood...Lo extraño como loco y el ami tambien...Sometimes when we speak i hear the desperation in his voice, he tries to hide it and i  pretend  like  i don't notice but i do...It breaks my heart that i cannot make this go away ...I just want him to be ok to be straight while he's in there...No matter what it takes i will find a way...Te amo David, te amo con todo mi corazon...

2008/2/17

My mind on day 73

73 days apart and it's only the begining...I am so scared of what's to come and am trying so hard to keep it together...This is one of my ways of letting David know that he is on my mind every second of everyday... I miss him like crazy and feel as if i can't breathe most of the time... Then i hear his voice and everything falls into place...This is my first entry and i am a river of emotion and have no idea how to control myself...I guess this is one way of letting it out...This is for you baby "ONE LOVE 4 EVER"...Te amo David!